THAT WAS INTERESTIN WAT U SED ASIAN GURL AND I AGREE WID U TO THE FULLEST
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ITZ SURPISIN HOW MANY PEOPLE U WILL SEE WHO WILL PREACH AND TALK VERY PRAISINGLY.. YET THEY DO NOT KNOW EVERYTHIN.. FOR EXAMPLE SUMBODY SED TO ME IF U DID NOT READ NAMAZ U WILL GO TO HELL.. AND BLATENTLY SED TO ME U WILL GO HELL IF U DO NOT READ NAMAZ.. MY ARGUEMENT TO HIM WAS THAT GOD HAS LAID DOWN THESE RULES IN THE QURAN AND IT WILL BE HIM ONE DAY WHO WILL JUDGE OUR DEEDZ AND IMPLEMENT THESE NO OTHER SHUD BE ABLE TO STAND HIGH AND TELL OTHERZ .. MORE IMPORTANTLY ISLAM HAS ITZ FIVE PILLAZ WHICH WE MUST SHOW FOR.. NAMAZ BEIN MY TOPIC .. IF I DIED TOMORO WILL I GO TO HELL.. ONLY GOD CAN DECIDE THIS AND HE WILL DO BY LOOKIN INSIDE OF ME INTO MY HEART SEEIN HOW PURE IT IS.. WHAT INTENTIONZ I HAD WAT WAS ON MY MIND AND GOIN THRU AND HE WILL ACKNOWLEDGE THESE AND THE POSITIONZ I AND MY FAMILY HAVE BEEN THRU AND WILL JUDGE ME ACCORDING TO THEM.... IF SUMBODY THINKZ AM WRONG PLZ LEMME KNOW.. JUST I FEEL OK AM NOT READIN NAMAZ KNOW AND I MAY THINK I HAVE REASONZ BUT THE TRUTH IS U SHUD NOT HAVE N E EXCUSE.. BUT THE LIFE WE LIVE WERE NO MORE ON A DESERT WERE ON A SURFACE WHERE WE HAVE TO SIN TO GET THRU... EG- ASKIN A GIRL FOR DIRECTIONZ WUD BE HARAM.. BUT TIME HAS CHANGED SO MUCH THAT WE HAVE NO CHOICE TO ADAPT YET WE SHUD NEVA FORGET OUR ROOTZ...
I DONT READ 5 TIMEZ NAMAZ.. YET I MEMBA GOD B4 SLEEPIN WAKIN EATIN MAKIN DECISIONZ STARTIN NEW THINGZ EVEN WHEN I FEEL SOME SORT OF TROUBLE IS OVA ME.. AND KNOW REALISTICALLY I HAVE A LOT OF AMBITIONZ AND FULFILLMENTZ AND ONCE THEY ARE FULFILLED I CAN DEVOTE MY ENTIRE LIFE TO A RIGHTEOUS PATH AND ENSURE MA KIDDIEZ HAVE A PURE ISLAMIC HEART WHICH DESIREZ ISLAM NOT FORCED...
I BELIEVE IN THESE TIMEZ ISLAM IS BETTER LOCKED IN UR HEART AND FOR SHOW ONLY TO GOD.. NOT HAVIN A BEARD SO U LOOK ISLAMIC.. I NEED TO END THIS NOW!
AM SORRY.. BOUT THE ESSAY JUST A LIL PARAGRAPH OF A TOPIC I WANTED TO RELIEVE OF MY CHEST... AND WILL ACKNOWLEDGE UR COMMENTZ OR EVEN THINGZ U DISAGREE WID..
THANX
SLICKA / TAUSY...